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whenever you can breathe

RPGMaker MV (2022), 30-60 minutes (3 endings)

[content warnings: this game explores mental health, self harm, suicide, the difficulties of growing up queer, parent issues, dysmorphia, and some drug use. this game is largely autobiographical. engage with it but also please take care of yourself.]

whenever you can breathe is an autobiographical short RPG about grocery shopping. It's about being stuck. It's a hanging out with your friends sim. It's about weird spatial relationships. It's about grounding. I thought I could make this game, but I really barely could. 

I find that through my art practice, I narrow myself into a tunnel "looking for a solution," and through the process, remember there is never just "a solution." We hang out at the local grocery store (before, around 1AM, now, around 10PM). We look at products we don't need and won't buy. There isn't much money. Someone sends a text message. Someone else doesn't see it.

I really want to make cool looking radical political games, but I still have a lot of issues to sort through. Mood-based art practice, game dev rooted in emotions. Not everything is "right" here.

But we're working from within the margins, and that can be kind of political, too.

This game has been many games before being this one / / /

I think I'll make a roguelite next / / /

I think I'll go back to video art / / /



Instructions:
move - arrow keys
interact - z
camera - q, e


thanks to royaltyfreak music for songs
thanks cutievirus for the RPGMAKER 3D MV PLUGIN

special thanks to mariken for sprite generation help
special thanks to my friends mary, resni, taylor
who have helped a great deal< 3 < 3 < 3
and everyone else, the discord, my roommates 

whenever you can breathe was in part made with
funds from the queer games bundle 2021.

please email me with bugs. I'm sure there are many ~

StatusReleased
PlatformsWindows, macOS, Linux
Rating
Rated 5.0 out of 5 stars
(8)
Authornilson
GenreRole Playing
TagsLGBT, LGBTQIA, Narrative, Queer, storygame

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whenever_you_can_breathe_pc_1.01.zip 123 MB
whenever_you_can_breathe_mac_1.01.zip 258 MB
whenever_you_can_breathe_linux_1.01.zip 165 MB
whenever_you_can_breathe_pc_1.00.zip 122 MB
whenever_you_can_breathe_mac_1.00.zip 258 MB

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When the way you perceive space and texture finally makes peace with the glitch aesthetic it's really magical what you see in there.  <3

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it was a good game because it made me aware of many feelings that have been in me for a long while i had not been attentive to

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it felt like a real mental health episode when nobody messaged me back when i accidentally triggered a glitch by not talking to anyone a second time. a really emotional work. <3

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This was really amazing! I loved the writing and I think you managed to convey the emotions contained within in a very real way. I did get a little confused at first before realizing I could pick up the items, but other than that, I had a great time wandering about and listening. The triple dialogue boxes that were often really one were interesting, and I loved the characters that would say a variety of things as you talked to them more while you wandered around lost. The spaces in particular were excellent - you really got the feeling of it being an actual place while also feeling like a totally unreal fiction in others. The rooms in particular were exciting and interesting to reach. I hope everything's going ok, thank yuo so much for making this game! Gonna try the other endings soon! I got Stele.

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yes yes yes yes yes <33